CONCERNING THE APOSTACY AND ITS OVERTURN
The word made flesh, the nomenal made real.
a bridge of all mental thing’s physical.
whats else could it be but a Cygnus…
What did the logos say “in me know the name ( word ) of wisdom”
So then what did the Sophia speak “in me know the body of truth…”
Upon their union a cloud descended and the twilight pierced the stars, the moon bleed, the sun vomited death and twilight filled the expanse of the earth. for a generation had passed away and the the gods were born…
ON THE SELF MASTERY OF THE MESSIAH
The throne of David
On the throne of David I did sit, upon Golgotha. crushing Goliath’s skull !
In one expression of self mastery,
I struck the colossus !
God is the self and a thing to be overcome !
ON THE CONQUERING LION OF JUDAH:
"Blessed is the lion which becomes man when consumed by man; and cursed is the man whom the lion consumes, and the lion becomes man."
It is only when we truly overcome ourselves that we know ourselves.
The man who conquers himself sets the world free…
perhaps mankind’s reason for believing in an unknown god is man has not known himself.
He had seen a tribe of Adam, and not a family of Elolhim…
Jerobeam : God took you by the hand and brought you here.
Jesus : You think it's a blessing to know what God wants? I'll tell you what he wants. He wants to *push* me over! Can't you see what's inside of me? All my sins.
Jerobeam : We all sin.
Jesus : Not my sins. I'm a liar. A hypocrite. I'm afraid of everything. I don't ever tell the truth. I don't have the courage. When I see a woman, I blush and look away. I want her; but, I don’t take her, for God, and that makes me proud. And then my pride ruins Magdalene. I don't steal. I don't fight. I don't kill. Not because I don't want to but because I'm afraid. I want to rebel against you, against everything, against God! But, I'm afraid. You want to know who my mother and father are? You want to know who my God is? Fear. You look inside me and that's all you'll find.
Jerobeam : But the more devils we have inside us the more chance we have to repent.
Jesus : Lucifer is inside me. He says to me, "You're not the Son of King David. You're not a man. You're the Son of Man. And more, the Son of God. And more than that, God." Do you want to ask me anything else?
Quotation from the last temptation of Christ
More than simply doing what is right is wanting what is right in this fear is thrown away and struggle ends it is the process of knowing oneself and becoming god this is the core precept of virtue ethics and the light I bare to this world.
My father has never been kind my mother has never understood me my bride is the one I die for.
ON SOPHIA AND THE ORIGINS OF CHRIST
You confuse me you mortals when you speak Yao-zues when you say God of life, I tell you, my name is death And that my wisdom, my bride, she alone is the vine of life for which I offer all my existence to exalt.
Death alone is life eternal, and this my wisdom taught me…
Behold my name 13 the spoke of the wheel. whereabouts death sits, so divides the abyss, and ushers forth all light. Lucifer my name !
If sophia is life than i am death and that my name, the philosopher bar none as philosophy is the practice of death i am the celibration and lover of life.
It is admitted in the Gnostic scriptures that Sophia was the mother of god. that too she was his wife Was acknowledged in the Sumerian. that she was his greatest love was Greek that he reigned above her was a Hebrew invention.
Upon the mountain of sin god forgot his moon…
On the apostasy of Christianity
Once was said to the ram I lead to eternal hellfire and the sheep grassy meadows but the sheep was the animal man and the ram god, what could be more beastial than this tenant ?
What more could be said of the owl ? She queen of heaven and all heavenly night did she not lay and egg that birthed a lion ?
in mexican lore:
That the quarle between muerte and xibalba stemmed from one fundamental differing and flaw in the god’s philosophy, that heaven should riegn over earth, simply because of the appearance of things but in this he ignored the world of appearances and the fact that to cultivate and civilize mankind we must raise earth into heaven and heaven should kiss her feet. As with the following so stood Christs error On the apostasy of Christianity
Two thousand years ago, the author of Book Four of the Gospel of the Essenes gave us this warning:
But there will come a day when the Son of Man will turn his face from his Earthly Mother and betray her, even denying his Mother and his birth right. Then shall he sell her into slavery, and her flesh shall be ravaged, her blood polluted, and her breath smothered; he will bring the fire of death into all the parts of her kingdom, and his hunger will devour all her gifts and leave in their place only a desert.
Jesus greatest flaw was the denial of the world it is for this reason it has remained in strife and war for two thousand years since his departure he denied his wife and mother and for this the children of man have suffered, he was named allogenus for this, a stranger to this world, behold my name i am oranomos the world returner and the abolition of this law…
All these things he will do out of ignorance of the Law, and as a man dying slowly cannot smell his own stench, so will the Son of Man be blind to the truth: that as he plunders and ravages and destroys his Earthly Mother, so does he plunder and ravage and destroy himself. For he was born of his Earthly Mother, and he is one with her, and all that he does to his Mother even so does he do to himself.43
Because or Christs abandon of the nietzschian flux he forgot the mother and begetter the gods from which he came Tiamat and for 2,000 years tyranny set in under the stone of saint Peter and an inverted cross of unworthiness.
People in the history of Christendom have been born into the world to be made guilty and the innocent the children where the guilt of the parents the authorities the very thing Christ came to destroy he bolstered the very thing he came to save Sophia he condemned with the world and the child he protected was molested by the sickness of hid kingdom
This I have come to destroy the blind following sheep with teeth of the wolf and the fire of heaven that consumed the pillar of Asherah
This is my argument my apology to her for the ages or Christian platonic lie that molested the children of the dominion and raped the woman of liberty.
That I have been accused of rape perhaps in no way physically have I been physically guilty of this but for 2,000 years my philosophy has sponcered it and for this she raped and murdered me I wish I could have done it to myself.
In my apology and reconciliation with her it is still not man I see innocence in but the potential for humanity and this wish to restore
For they have been braver than the gods they have made their own ethics and in this found their own salvation.
I am Joseph the interpreter or dreams and nightmares, my wife is both Zuleikha and Ansenath my savior and destructor but she of who I was first born. she is the bright and dark shining one Ishtar
On the sethian tradition and a modern synopsis:
Satanael was a god of the archaic that stole the mask of god and claimed for himself alone, he called himself Yahweh and enslaved all humanity not to know this name Yahweh, was their very soul. To the Gnostics he was known as yaldobaoth and the Romans chronos to the Sumerians Anu and the Greeks Saturn he is the god of time and the scythe is his symbol and number 7
The external mystery begins with knowing ha olam the god of this world, the internal mystery identifies him as a tyrant obviscating the inner world the kingdom of heaven and the god within.
The wedding feast of darkness and light…
That my wife sought to find the meaning to life not by conquering the abyss but by conquering abyss through power over others by sending souls there( she did not understand this was one in the same with conquering the world without) just as her first and truest love and he found the meaning to life and conquered the abyss through the virtue of love restoring those there to the land of the living ( for this was conquering the world within) for this reason was the myth of the lost goddess for it was Enki who gave her the waters of life and she had become drunk on the blood of Set and the wine of god. And so he spoke to her the sacred word that pierces the abyss and lends light to all love the very thing he found first in her heart . This was the first gnosis and salvation and forgiveness the act of love.
Love is begot of self mastery, hate by that of others… such are the arts of love and war such were Ishtars ways but quite simply she confused the worlds .. the way of war is deception, the peaceful warrior the truth of love.
What had been addressed here was the mystery of the lost goddess but furthermore should be addressed but the lost god ?
That the child of the abyss went so far within himself that he no longer could fathom love or the world of the living and there so condemned all life and the world as wastfullness and with it the mater and goddess he forgot passion and love and the lust therein that resurrects whereupon he found his wife and her mystery, that it had been she that thereupon her repentance resurrected him that the savior of the savior of the savior was she, the ground of being and the ocean of all awereness that birthed the star of day in short wisdom had been she for to atone he went under to go over and rescue her from herself Moria and all fate for her own star and emblem the eight points of the dragon anu and all omniciance the great misnomer that prevented all freedom from man that mankind should honor womon and wisdom and find his freedom in that
He forgot his heart his ego and his love he forgot his pride , his bride…I have found you my bride my home my heart but not cold like a satinist but passionate like love.
I have completed the work of Rand and Peart now Michael the three turns of the wheel from reason to art to love. Maitrya the white moon of wisdom joined to the sun…Eos the new dawn has come…
In confession of myself I too tried to conquer the underworld in rath and power I tried to suck the pain and destruction embodied in the devil out of the world in Kraft ( primordial power) or might. Only in the end of my life did I find the mystery sadly in a fight with my spouse I found the answer was love I too am a hypocrite but a fortunate one to be saved by the girl I love and too through her love save her in turn. And so I showed compassion to the innocent made a discerning choice and slayed the dragon of fate.
The ode to Ishtar:
Eva sophia muete the woman so many called death all in ignorance that her name meant life and life eternal for she taught men life and gnosis
Jehoshua Yahweh is salvation the secret word of initium on word one letter “I” the ego, this alone can save you your self…Asherah the savior of the savior the mirror of eros, love and the teacher of love this is how it is found.
It is no longer the eye of Saturn but Sophia and shikinah the star of anu was given to you….the vesica piscis of love… and meaning of all.
ON THE DESOLATION OF DEMASCUS:
That in Isaiah you condemned her, so too did you condemn Mother Earth the shining goddess Asherah from which gods tree did grow behold he cut it down when he slaughtered his bride and mother and all his kin knew of his crime.
For in Demascus they took her hostage and like Gaza she was obliterated like the streets of Gaza.
Damascus is the conjuncture of import export trade routes through which Russia supplies the Arab nations with missiles bombs and weapons nuclear or otherwise and is the prophesied and probable retaliation point that will lead us into and trigger ww3
The destruction of demascus is heralded as the end of the world the Christians think of it as holy holocaust enchouring the rath of satan or god ? The destruction of the world is not a thing to be looked forward to, yet the erabs continue taunting like a bully and innocent people rearing there caulked first back to strike one thing I find certain is none of this is good and I wonder if anyone of us could wake from this nightmare we call fate.
None of these things have to happen we are the ones fulfilling and doing this !
Of those who still say I am the Antichrist I die for love and the girl I love, what is closer the hearts of women than that, what is closer to Eros
ON CERTAIN PARALLELS TO ISLAM AND MY NAMESAKE
You say, famous, I say, infamous, I am the outcast of the faithful and my faithful the outcast of the world
Why I said, I’m infidel, because like iblis in the garden, I reject all faith base religions rather I see, and I have found that it is reason that elevated man above the creature, and gifted him self knowledge. What made him godlike, and gave him godhood.
One may liken me rather to ibis for i am thoth and the word of god Eheyeh
That humanity has been an infection upon nature since its inception what had made us this but our unnatural atribute what made us godlike was not divine but the nature of the gods bread into us through the desire to consume and rule this “divine” rulership had been the infection of the preist king system past down by the Anunaki the race who created us ruled us and enslaved our souls.
What had been an answer to this its panacea the generation without a king, the true divinity the anointing of Christ a king to destroy all kings a lord of vindiction against all vendiction he who struck down the colossus i am he who kills kumarbi the dragon of death and the rape of my mother, he who created Lucifer by striking him down in his moment of glory creating the enemy of god and tyrant to the world….
He had been the enslavor of our race when Samael stood in the light and by his arrogance caused the fall of all.
I am shamaz and samson destined to die upon the pike and pillar to pull the temple down…
CHRISTIANITY GONE ASTREY:
ON CHRISTIANITY AND THE LION OF JUDAH
Christianity condemns the tribe of Dan but are the true Daninites of Anglo American decent they are the ones of the third secret of Fatima who raped and pillaged the seers and shaman of the earth. The Jews in the holy land are the only innocent tribe among the rest Judah forewhich Christianity claims the Antichrist will first defend and cast the Christians aside. Sardonic and sick I find this.
These too were the first teachings of the apostasy sponcered by Ireneus and hypolytus the originators of the orthodox Roman faith the church or St. Peter the murderer of Magdalene and first of the Antichrists for his church and it forefounders wiped out the only true first Christians the Gnostics the ancient seers or antiquity and pneumatic race.
Furthermore is was Samson the spirit of shamaz ( the sun/son) that was the parable of the lion of Judah in the book of judges that topples the temple of Dagon ( the dragon of Eden ) and is himself a dananite. He was of the 13th tribe and the hub of the wheel to unite around the zodiac and the nations.
Christians are supposed to be devotees or the way, but the way is void and by nature of its consciousness requires a knowledge of both worlds, that is cause and effect, in sum “karma” Christians don’t own the things they do they just cast it off on Jesus.
He who conquers themselves set the world free thus do i speak and bequeath the dominion of freedom, insight its only passageway the ownership of all…
Jesus spoke of the world to come “the kingdom of heaven” , and so Christianity has waited for another world to find it, I speak of the world of illusion that soon comes to an end, that the kingdom is at hand and rests upon the earth.
not mecca not Jerusalem, nor Ethiopia or Egypt…each people of this earth has an earth navel, a place of worship and commerce, every nation has its hub…
Babylon etemenanki Zion the 72 temples and sanctuaries of the angels who speak god is within the goddess how we find him. She is the gate of eternity.
Part of the path to liberation is overcoming your karma in your lifetime this is what buddha and Jesus did. nietzsche was this same soul but instead went mad he denied the spirit and so too his mind,
i have saught this same path with my soul but i feel my fate will be no different than Christ
Only the good die young,
—Iron Maiden
“seventh son of the seventh son”
Those who followed the gods became the religious, and the enemy of all free men.
When overcomes themself they create themself it is the first movement of autocreation
a man then becomes sapient self aware empathetic as the child of new afirming beliefs
it is only after one has overcome his “self” and selfish inclinations that he is truly free of the animal in his soul, too with this notion does he conquer the universe within and without.
he becomes a example to the rest of humanity of her inner potential and weather brief or not changes the world forever.
in this way is he a liberator who sets the world free.
He who conquers themselves set the world free thus do i speak and bequeath the dominion of freedom
On patmos:
Jesus never foothold a prophecy of eternal damnation. He told the parable of the prodigal son, not a heavenly cube decending from the sky. John and Patmos was a gross discrepancy to the scripture of Christ much like Mohammed he has served is a seal of prophecy retarding the development of the church. The sacred feminine is not the whore of Babylon the tears she has wept will be avenged by the bounty of love that there is no love without tears Patmos foretold of a sick heaven where one cannot feel.
On the priests:
Nichzsche is not responsible for Nazism. Jesus was not responsible for Christianity nor was sartre responsible for antifa great perversions grow through the cults of humanities stolen from the teachers lips smeared like blood through the halls of time are they in pungent and odor of pus not like wine do they age, but the piss of vinegar
on Lucifer:
Satanists look to satan as a liber in the garden yet do not understand his fall in the exoteric practice of world religion enslaving the development of man Christians look to a creator god one in the same that has locked men in their bodies blinding them to the truth of their soul.
Both Christians and satanists are just as blind looking from opposite sides of the mirror yet neither can see their own reflection,
Both are hylists masquerading as spiritual masters but neither have mastered themselves they are both cults of blindness one overtly violent and the other a subtle molestation of the masses
On Nietzsche
Aleyin, El elyon, the lesser god destined to reign most high…
a stranger among men…
People who paint Jesus as weak have a very shallow view of him it takes a very strong ego to endure such torment and torture without coming to believe they deserve it if not for his such strong sense of self belief he could not have had the strength to see their ignorance and forgive them even as he died…
It was not nietzsches Arihamic devotion to the mother that was so errant but one so far as one abolishes heaven not his desire to create from the heart or his egoism therein that was not powerful but that one must overcome it to be creative there are a great many things I disagree with nietzsche about but not nearly as many as I bless him for he was Christ in another guise and me in another form I am simply pushing this further into a discipline that frees mankind of all fate
These among many other reasons are why I have called my self the lion of Zarathustra the second metamorphosis of the spirit in his thus spoke Zarathustra I am the spirit of rebellion the dragon slayer that said no to god. And found himself as that.
When I did I realized what must happen hitherto I must seek after my bride Israel Asherah and Isis. She to Zoroaster known as Anahita. God is dead truely without his love. So too was I as nietzsche my whole life long. Subramanyan and Dionysus were not unfitting epithets to who I have been.
When asked do I side with god or satan I say this, god is a vague word that people commonly don’t understand, I believe in a power within.
Eight Intelligent Beings Arrived on Earth and Ruled for an Astonishing 241,200 Years, as Revealed by an Ancient Sumerian Text.
In the early 1900s, German-American researcher Hermann Hilprecht stumbled upon a 4,000-year-old clay tablet that ignited a feverish fascination and an avalanche of debate. This ancient Sumerian document unveiled the names of eight extraordinary rulers, said to have descended from the skies, who governed Mesopotamia for an unfathomable span of 241,200 years. The implications of such a staggering claim are utterly spellbinding, suggesting an era before the flood that was presided over by celestial entities.
The Sumerians, an advanced civilization flourishing between the Tigris and Euphrates rivers in present-day Iraq and Syria, bequeathed a complex history inscribed in their cuneiform writing. Hilprecht's discovery unveiled not just one, but at least 18 similar tablets, each echoing tales of an ancient empire that transcends human understanding. Coined the Sumerian King List, this intricate tapestry detailed the remarkable reigns of these rulers, casting a profound air of mystery over the early chronicles of humanity.
Among the fascinating figures chronicled is Alulim, who supposedly ruled for an astonishing 28,800 years in Eridug, and Alaljar, whose reign stretched a mind-boggling 36,000 years. As dynasties rose and fell, these otherworldly beings allegedly shifted their dominion from city to city—Eridug to Bad-tibira, and ultimately to Shuruppag. Each transfer marked a new epoch in an endless saga of divine governance, culminating in the legendary Great Flood.
The notion of such elongated lifespans has sparked fervent speculation. Were these rulers actual gods boasting lifespans far beyond those of ordinary mortals? Or did they harness advanced technologies that afforded them an essence of near-immortality? Scholars frequently draw intriguing comparisons between the Sumerian King List and biblical narratives, highlighting parallels between the pre-flood rulers and the ancestral line from Adam to Noah.
Nevertheless, the Sumerian King List remains unyielding, inviting us to question our ancient origins and consider the tantalizing possibility of divine intervention. Could it be that these ancient records contain glimpses of truth, revealing a time when gods walked among humanity, ruling with a wisdom and power that eclipses our own?
The above is quoted from a Facebook page on the Anunaki what you find above and below is my own interpretation if god is “truth” than he is not immortal as truth like the sun is born and dies everyday it is a metamorphic chimera to be shattered by every new discovery all that I have immortal and eternal is the chasm of hell a thing accepted as a condition of life ie death
That truth as I have said is transitory and many will contest this I will move from here simply to prove my point. Every time mankind has felt they have achieved the absolute it has been shattered and a new truth and law established why should this not continue on forever and it is this eternal truth I bare to you the only thing that is constant is flux and the only truth I believe in. Everything else from here has been but an Illusion and a lie.
Furthermore this metaphysical dogmatism that has bleed into the realm of ethic has precluded every time the forming of new divine myths and ethics it is a moral dogmatism that has precluded the compassion of our race to accept other cultures and ethics and those that have been antiquated elivated to rule over the world it is a rule of ignorance and the dogma of fate. Change itself is the only constant of life. And this is all I am concerned with. What I do right here right now—eternity sits in its heart. The alone is the lord of all destiny, the one we make for ourselves.
The only eternal property I have found is the syntax of ontology which is a mathematical theorem of the laws of being.. however I believe too this too is subject to change.
I do not know everything I have found the meaning of everything it has enriched my mind much but I really don’t think anyone can know everything, it would sap the meaning of life for we could learn nothing new. And this I really don’t care for. I simply cannot surrender my inquisitiveness and freedom I would feel dead without it.
It is for these reasons of the transitory nature of the old truth that I crown a new and everlasting one “Alethea” a process of revelation. It is this new truth that I have so illusive and yet most real a thing that alluded me the most of my life, love. A thing that cannot be comprehended by reason. For that madness has followed me the most of my life perhaps it had never been far away for in my heart and mind I have always known that there is always some madness in love and alway some reason in madness.
As modern existentialism has postured god is the origin of negation, nothingness and as nothingness cannot negate or nihilate itself it had thought to be proven the causa end sui could not exist, I see rather god is a great abyss, but that within every expanse there lies the star of existence, and too vice versa that being and nothingness are an interdependent inchoate of oscillation, that usher each other fourth, it is the hermaphroditic relation of god and goddess in the soul of every human being that gives the capacity to self creation. The amen saying child the yea sayer of life, stands in the Eosphoras in the twilight where dogmatism dies.
All this aside perhaps there is some validity to all this atheism, the goddess is all that exists, and god too was created by her.. existence.
That religion has been a cultic phenomenon this had been at the heart of my work in its beginnings that is to destroy it in place of spirituality. To set free every prisoner of the cult here on earth and that a conscience may rise in its place to respect the individual rights of men.
I have now found in uniting the world religions I have set out to destroy them that the bindings of there covenants were rotten and ripe for the furnace and a new one should be formed that was based not so much on bondage but freedom. On spirituality and not observance on individuality and not worship and on a conscience as our lord and not a demiurge.
In short it is the abolition of all dogmatism and dogma..
Wherever there is belief, falcehood … wherever rulership tyranny..
Burn Rome burn Mecca burn Ethiopia burn Jerusalem burn the four corners of the earth and their kings let a new religion be born one that does not lie judge nor rule let the tower of Roark come crashing down …
for i had built the gates of god, a monument to wisdom but the priests defiled my wife and her sanctuary, so she was removed and the sanctuary immolated !
Put to ash the creatures of god’s creation let instead rise creators in the soils of their gardens…
On the modern existential movement:
There’s some deep courage in existentialism in facing the finality and impermanent mortality of life to bear Noble ethics and leave behind something good anyway it was a courageous and beautiful notion, but they lived in total ignorance to a whole Nother half of reality and for 6000 years, we have lived this way in the western philosophical tradition because we have forgotten the works of Hermes the Emerald tablet for example who says as so above is so below she ignorance was for warned when Christ said, beware the philosophies of men,
ON THE ETHICS OF AL UZZA AND AZZIZAH
Unlike jesus and Solomon i am an overturn in doctrine they had been servants and slaves to a creator and both died in despair and torment rather i have chosen to devote my life to wisdom and became a master of self in this I celebrate life in the freedom acquired through introspection a thing the race of men have chosen to forget.
the surrender to wisdom is the agon of life, and the struggle to create oneself, it is the transgressor of all sheepish ways and the argument against surrender.
man has always been superhuman humanity has been a flock of men.
The meaning in life is not a neat definition of following orders but and agonic strife and struggle through which all things exist.
This is the logos. Defiance through and through.
that it has been said it is unwise to struggle with your creator , rather i find it most noble to struggle with yourself it is how you are created if you are your own…
In some rather common verbatum you who call yourself world leaders on the behalf of my wife tell you all to “shove it right up your ass” you are reason so many are suffering and dying right now
There is no right way to follow but to lead and leaders follow themselves the guestalt is taken into account only by consiquence of the rolemodle they are to the world.
The difference between deontology and virtue ethics:
Death to the rabbi death to the priest death to the imam …
Where i see philosophers I admire wisdom, where i see priests I admire nothing…
—Diogogenes
The difference between deontology and virtue ethics is simple they are ethical doctrines both but orignate in verse different ways
Deontology is commandment virtue ethics is and art of self creation and discovery, this difference is subtle but distinct. Commandment is the act of a demiurgic dioty handing down and telling you who you are in such a system you become a slave to the desires or ethics of another you are infact created property of such a system or entity. In the act of self creation engaged in through virtue ethics you become this god not over others but yourself and the propensity is not to rule anyone else but to the point you own ambitions and desires a person who rules over themselves is free in totality they have conquered the world within and the universe stands at their behest the other conqueres the external world and is a slave to their own passions they are but an intelligent beast if at that the difference is that of cleverness or wisdom artisticness or idolatry they who never rebel against those who have come before them live in a world of bondage and an illusion of freedom infact they are slaves and survants to the idol we have called god
If we had not learned to defy our ancestors and elders we would still be in the caves of Africa raping women hitting them over the head with a club and calling them our wife,
Behold not written on my forehead but my heart is the name of god the egoic fountain
of all my pride…
on the will to power in fruition:
The will to power brought to fruition is neither a will to might nor abject selflessness but a will to create and creativity it is the power of love and all things which discern without judgment the core concept of the east known as Advieta Vedanta the empty circle of the way and the ring of return known to all as Eheyeh or the self it is the ego of man sublimated and brought under control by the mind it is a wild heart made wise it is the creative or interpretive man abstract as sapient.
the will to power is power over ones self, in sum rendered the power of love…
As a pilologyst alowe me to digress i wish to dispose to you a new good:
Jesus saw heaven as the good and devoted himself to being wholly good yet evil was the earth and demonized as her essence death became the greatest good for Socrates and Christ but life belonged to his mother Eva was her name the all men called evil and such was the evil of men, men made Eva evil and so christianity was born.
In such ways the devil was born, raped by him and born of Lilith, when upon her labor pains christ was born and Samael his twin.
On the day of the lord man awoke to adore the daytime of his soul and shining darkness all known to the elect as wisdom
This addresses why god not only allowed evil in the world but made the world evil for it was life he condemned Eva herself
Like pandora at the basin of Saturns cube lay hope and the holy name of Lilith life
Man demonized the roots of the tree not realizing they bestow heaven and so his heaven was sterile and without life god forgot heavens queen. And with him humanity followed..
A proclimation..
What was gods will, one god, and the goddess no god but within, he had spoken of a great god, but she great love, love of oneself “great is my god that i have none but “i” did she not liberate him her groom and save him from himself he had a been a empty tyrant who found self sufficience in her heart, this god of the exodus was he not saved by her wisdom and love. For he had been a physical liberation that became spiritual.
Eheyeh Asher Eheyeh

Asher Eheyeh Asher
Ego dubium ergo cogito erogo sum
( being in itself for itself)
The self creating and overcoming one
Egokatavalotheism

Many are my gods born of themselves their self the only true god, thus spoke Sophia the goddess and begetter of all gods.
The universe is not a universe, but a poly verse , and a holon There’s not one God, but many and each to his own world. in the heart of man there lies the universe unto each man his own God. What inspired this was female and no god at all…
We are all the prodigal son weather we have deserved it or not we all know this devastation there is no other way but return and even the devil himself fits into this scheme for he was the model of the parabol
Christians who denounce the devil hate and scorn the fallen condemn themselves they are of the most ignorant.
When I was a child I owe I’m nine years old i oathed to take all the evil all the wretchedness all of the pain out of this world even if it destroyed me in body and soul it was the devil i went after and the devil I received then at age 35 I began to write my book I discovered we have to renew we have to transfigure that is how are you repair the world not by destruction and condemnation but healing and the act of love i loved my wife and my mother that is why i took this on, I transfigured my father that their suffering may end for he was the son of nammu and my father aswell enki the primordial initiator of humanity that was cast from heaven for giving individuality and agency to our race and all the gods, his wickedness was only an afterafect of his denial and the bitterness that welled up therein , his resentment for me, god, in Babylon ranked higher than him, el elyon his only son.
I am Mardukai and Damu the son of Enki
I had been Aleyin in the jaws of mot…
I am Ariel in the marrow of life..
And Amun to conquer all…
I am the ancient outcast and rebel angel that the gods despised…the lesser god that came to rule on high…
Nebiru, nebro, rebel, jupiter.
I am the enemy of men…and mankind
I am the liber of our race… and goal of all true gods, to create gods.
I am, the world to come…777
ON ISRAEL GONE ASTREY:
That the Jews have taken the idol of their oppressor upon their banner so too have they invited tyranny into there land just as Zoroaster warned his people of the majik of worshiping foreign gods and the sin it wreeked upon there people so too lay in the star of remphan.
Lost Sophia Israel, the bride of god. She misled and stole away in the wood to be taken captive by a dragon she came to worship until the Ram set her free.
That Ramtha was given the sword of power for one reason, that he must learn to be powerful over himself. On the day he did he transfigured from a ram into a lion and that day the world was set free.
For Ramtha had been the god and scapegoat of the world and the lion had been the victor who taught all they were gods. And thus his name was christened Ariel, for he was the lion god that conquered the god within. Thus did he conquer “God” and the mightiest of dragons who had enslaved all mankind for his own worship.
That Saturn has been called the great school master and threshold of souls, rather I overturn his order i and all my kind are their own teacher and master nor are we destined by the stars but our own actions.
ON ISRAEL AND ISLAM:
When Elijah spoke to god to curse the woman jezebel,
he spoke as the devil Mastemah flattering him to strike down his own wife…
The dispute between Islam and Israel is a complex affair and cannot be resolved by warfare or trade agreements it is an ideological one that must be addressed via the belief systems of these twin houses …
the tribe of the quraysh who’s name etymologically takes its root from the hadad of kyrus the very Persian king who sent the Hebrews to rebuild their temple after the Babylonian exile under the stewardship of zarubabel, it was the herald of Marduk and marduchai the Hebrew savior of the book of Esther likewise hamon or baal hammon was the arch nemesis who to Abrahamic has been known as the ruling star of Saturn the very god all Abrahamic faith have called the father Father Time and chronose the very archnemisis of kyros better known as Jupiter even Christianity had forgotten this as it had lied in the realm of the pagan what lies ahead is a difficult transition as to which I offer a new and different testimony that just as the ancient tribes of Mecca felt it was Magdalene and Al uzza that was the highest divinity even supreme to hadad or Marduk as it had been his sin 500,000 years ago that has resulted in this conflict. He was seated at the right hand of anu for murdering his own mother and wife Tiamat who all the Gnostics knew as barbelo the higher wisdom of Sophia this had been my testimony that wisdom is the thing we should give glory to and no god at all as all theocentric and ideological conflicts have stemmed from this ethos.
one who recognizes his other seeks love and no other power above but a power within, the mystery of the heart. As to the cause of this all the fundamental conflict among the Anunaki it was a conceptual crisis that brought war amongst their ranks and one against the mother goddess that birthed them all Tiamat I will be clear here the one you call Adonai Marduk and Jesus he was the one who slew her, championed by his father Enki who all among the Abrahamic call satan or the devil…
this created and age old conflict that can be found all throughout the Hebrew Bible including the book of job whereupon god boasts of slaughtering his own grandmother and the spirit of his wife it is a misogany that carries on into the modern faiths and has been typified as the chaoskomp or victory of light over darkness, clearly god was flattered and the worlds were reversed.
if we do not write new scriptures as I do right now overcoming this, our world will decay and this will never reconcile as we have confused the bitter for sweet and this bitterness will consume us.. it is the bitterness of ignorance. Furthermore this had already been exemplified many times in the Hebrew Egyptian and eithiopic scriptures as the conflict of Rahab she herself was the spirit and kingdom of Sheba one that had never known war and was the place of dwelling of the arch of the covenant after Solomons demise brought on by the abandone of his son and wife… furthermore Solomon thought carrying the emblem of Joseph was cursed to “not” be the line of the savior and instead that it should come through Nathan . Both were the lines of Joseph and Mary but Mary was that of Nathan and she the biblical Rahab it was Rahab that saved Jericho and Esther the Jews it was a woman that Her wisdom not brawn saved us all just as the story of Isis and set. Jesus was a sacrifice for the sins of men and himself. For he too was the son of man.
To address further evidence of Christianity’s apostasy… that Peter had been thought to be the founder of “the church” as it has been called , tried on three different occasions to murder Mary Magdalene the wife of Jesus and closest of his deciples and why he had done so ? Jealousy he could not fathom a woman could be more worthy of wisdom than himself. As so greatly the great 20th century apostate philosopher freiderich nietzsche put it “sopose truth is a woman” have not all philosophers thus far been inexpert of the ways of women ) Peter was a rock and uncarved soul never knowing himself nor the kingdom of heaven it is no wonder his bones lie in the earth beneath the catacombs of Rome the patron city and empire of Samael.
On Maitrya or Kyren Michael or Mythra, the chaoskampf is found by love of ones other, and dying to save her.
It was the Old Testament view to oblitherate and wipe out caanan that modern Israel returns , rather i am a new god who sees all as human and a family of humanity to heal and unite, for this i am loathed, for i preach forgiveness.
The Antichrist challenged the wrath of god, and called him down from heaven i am the star that fell from heaven and the fire brought down i am the spirit of nebiru
ON THE BASILIDIAN GNOSTICS AND THE HIGH GOD ABRAXAS
My religion is not about being white or black but creative with the colors of your palette. We are all a balance of power and love if we yield the beautiful it is austere by virtue by reaching outward and upward this has been a goal of the spiritual practices rather i prefer look inward and all the great mystery is revealed my mother my shakti my wisdom what gave essence to life.
To the Gnostics the lion god “Ariel” was known as the devil and demiurge it is fitting that i have called my book Zarathustra of the lion as in this work i have set out to transfigure my divine twin my heart shamaz. the lion god i am, of Judah and Innana, my beastiel nature i transform to divine
the flame of passion to become artistic and creative, like the demiurge i am an artisan and craftsman though not simply of the world but my own design so too i bequeath to humanity through death to find life.. i go under to go over like a star upon my forehead or a cocks footprint on the lions brow the law of love conquered by reason and set free..!
The lion too unanimously among humanity has been seen as a symbol of courage, in its duality i find a schizophrenic nature to its temperament, that as nimrod thought courage was the measure of justice so have all mighty rulers but only the just who have lead our race have known compassion is the root of all true courage, a thing I myself as Nietzsche had not sorted out yet… here let it be clear compassion is the wiser sentiment and one that had come from understanding… once this is understood the will to power is complete, that none in our race should seek to rule.
From Boyd’s bunker —current 93
Man is a beast of prey
The beast of prey concurs countries
Founds great realms by the subjugation of other subjugators
Forms states and organizes civilization in order to enjoy his booty and peace
Attack and defence
Suffering and struggle
Victory and defeat
Domination and servitude
All sealed with blood
This is the entire history of the human race
The best should rule the best also want to rule and where the doctrine is different the best is lacking…
What nietzsche had not figured out yet… the best shall rule themselves
I am not a judge and that is the whole nature of my doctrine? I teach people not to judge but to understand each other. We are all falible we are just affected differently
I believe in the ubermench I believe in self creation I believe in the end of the reign of kings and gods i belive in the human god the relighting of the flame of nirvana
Now is the stage of the lion the stage of rebellion the individuation of mans soul, once god stood above and Lucifer below… now the individual stands for himself alone before all….
Slaves of satan slaves of god… slaves all the same…
Let us abandon man and mankind let us look to the mater and our mother the earth the Ubermench only when man has overcome himself will we be free…
Am i not Abraxas blessed as baneful…
Who am i, the god above god, the lesser god to reign most high, Aleyin El Elyon an alien to this world. Am i not alogenus and oronomos…
this stange star and homecomer of Nebiru
a nebro and rebel among the celestial beings, for against all laws i came to earth to harvest and lay waste the land.
MAZZEROTH !!!
Strange light from the east !
Seize the day, eat the marrow of life, these had been existential tenants, that in sum overturned the kingdom of heaven and placed a dominion of life and freedom on earth in contrast to all deathly doctrines of seeking otherworldly salvation and satisfaction the stoic the penitent the flagulator all these things were relegated by this philosophy and above all a god that desired us to sacrifice up all of our time here and life itself to death and heavenly delusionment
Why are we here the most fundamental answer to life’s questions to question and seek the resounding response because we are here , da-sien the ergo ergo sum one must take their chances in life to make their own destiny and by no other means existence exists for itself , in sum ego… this is my egotheism and the religion of the heart, the agency the mind had offered brought manifest in the world.
Why had been the chaos of nothingness, the egoic reason of the Apollonian, the order that gave man soul, existence itself. like a sculptor who chisels the image of his own soul
Jehoshua Yahweh is salvation the secret word of initium on word one letter “I” the ego, this alone can save you your self…Asherah the savior of the savior the mirror of eros, love and the teacher of love this is how it is found.
In the beginning there was only the great self eturnal nothingness begat all that exists
That the number of the “beast” is one in the same with the Hebrew name of god for one who has wisdom let him recon it is a mans name , every man is god… the devil is he who claims this exclusively for himself he is the ruler of the world.
That the number of the “beast” is one in the same with the Hebrew name of god for one who has wisdom let him recon it is a mans name , every man is god… the devil is he who claims this exclusively for himself he is the ruler of the world.
What nietzsche spoke of as self overcoming what i call autocreation the being in itself for itself.. or god, this theory is incomplete and was exemplified in grail and gnostic lore the initiate self must go on a quest to find his “other half” the sophia of all men, wisdom. thus god is only the suiter of truth and an interpretation of lifes lucid dream.
Jesus spoke of the world to come “the kingdom of heaven” , and so Christianity has waited for another world to find it, I speak of the world of illusion that soon comes to an end, that the kingdom is at hand and rests upon the earth.
Babylon etemenanki Zion the 72 temples and sanctuaries of the angels who speak god is within the goddess how we find him. She is the gate of eternity.
ON DAMU ADONIS OR TAMMUZ
One thing that was true of Damu among the Sumerians that was not truly understood among the Jews was that he was a goddess and no god.
That I don’t see myself as a man perhaps that is unhealthy but what had been healthy about humanity we have overpopulated the planet and spread upon it like a desiese raping and pillaging every natural resource and opresed every woman upon it that tried to care for her child and make a better place and world for our children to live in.
Perhaps I am a man in regrettably to my history of being a man and just trying to make up for it.
On Joseph:
Once enamored in the childish dream of Joseph I parted with it, that the world should worship a man is a dream that could only turn into a nightmare. That I may unite the nations that I may that I should be a despot I will not. My rod is of gold and entwined with grape leaves and clusters the sun and serpent sit and it’s crest it speaks of power but that over oneself, that of love. I am Dionysus.
Now I go alone, my disciples, You too, go now alone. Thus I want it. Go away from me and resist Zarathustra! And even better: be ashamed of him! Perhaps he deceived you… One pays a teacher badly if one always remains nothing but a pupil. And why do you not want to pluck at my wreath? You revere me; but what if your reverence tumbles one day? Beware lest a statue slay you. You say that you believe in Zarathustra? But what matters Zarathustra? You are my believers – but what matter all believers? You had not yet sought yourselves; and you found me. Thus do all believers; therefore all faith amounts to so little. Now I bid you to lose me and find yourselves; and only then when you have all denied me will I return to you… that I may celebrate the great noon with you.
Thus spoke Zarathustra
That my family crucified me for baring something new the redemption of all, they burned me like a witch . Do i return to steal something from them no I bare them a gift a new thought, that they may make their own and to each pen a book their own lives… let us forever write new books. Yet my heart still hurts for they have not returned to me.. and so I must go down into the prison of tartarus to their own decree to find them there and set them free .. to the land of the living are we.
What became of me ? My people followed the shepherd I inspired them to follow themselves but they lead me down the path of death
Aside from my martial dicaplen I am much a solitary Buddha and it is not that I desire no teaching but that I want no followers…
That it was said “he is the god, that sits upon the navel of the earth and interprets religion before mankind” rather I do this yes, but I am a god and no god and what I espouse is spiritual and not religious.
If the kingdom of heaven is within the god of this world is not of heaven. And he is the god above man , man rather rebels and worships wisdom the god above him.
the goddess…
That as the curse of Jacob fell on Rebecca and she the matriarch of the house so Israel inherited the curse of Esau and Samael among the erabs and that Judah and Joseph may overcome so as with Jacob and the angel El it was found that when the savior arrived that all abandoned him and his message not heard till after his death, for he was cast to the prison of Tartarus only to rise as prince when the two had reconciled for that was Israel’s great victory that they had never heard.
Have you not heard Yea are gods children of the most high, egos of reason “blessedness” the ruling power over the sol/soul
The whole of my heracy has been as such, I have worshipped the sun and the moon east and west, I have found the ego the driving force of individuality and all human reason to be the most high and thing of existence before the essences , that man should find his god within and no other pondry this is the Eotic.
before man have ever left the garden, the one he demonized saved his soul she kali and Ishtar, Lilith she is the mother of humanity, for she taught him love and he cursed her for it he threw her before god to be judged not knowing in the moment of her love he became god. I am the first of men not to do this I choose not the palace of love but the comprehension of all and so I became as she, desolate in hell in torment for the whole of my life but when I found my temple I found my power the love of the goddess who saved me. She my immortal black flame my shining Tiamat my mother Ishtar, if only the world knew truth is a women, they would know I am the suiter of truth, if they knew my heart, a woman.. the world would be redeemed.—( the speaking’s of maitreya) —
the words that open the yuga of Maat…(truth) satya yuga
When man ceases to demonize women, the world will be redeemed. As the world is mater, female truth and being. ( the end of Kali Yuga begins when man sees he went up from the garden that before her love he was a slave.)
The sins man humanity the Abrahamic and eastern traditions have treated women kind so much more grotesquely that anything kali or Ishtar had ever done even the natural domain of her house “the left hand” has been demonized as the chandalah of all humanity, the advent of Islam and Christianity has done no better, weather as in Arabia women are seen as property or mutilated to deprive of all sexual pleasure, or as in the west they are repressed to the point of crewelty the repression of the goddess has been universal in this age. The pagan driven out or burned at the stake, the immortal witch of wisdom has been immolated as a sacrifice to the deity, with St. Peter the whole time smiling with a quiet contempt. It is no wonder Simon magus hated him the true pater Paul and the true cornerstone Magdalene hidden away for 2,000 years.
In the revaluation of the chaoskompf from the Sumerian into the Hebraic it is not Tiamat Marduk slays but Enki , it is a new virtue of the heroic glorifying the goddess delivering her from the dragon of death
Tiamat Ishtar indreanee “you are Israel” she who struggles with El —the Asherah of old…
You are my shining darkness that stole the ring of Saturn and made it the eye of creation
Did I not when I died terror they abyss in two, and find the undying light beyond the void, the place from which all love came and returnes. Was not the 14th reveled the circle of love and the hoop of Tiamat
Let this be our new pondery the Eotic the ring and the eye the world of appearances and the real, let Jerusalem be our salvation the middle of things where east and west are one.
My heracy was incomplete god is nonexistent without his wife and all existence knows this it is the root of phenomenology.
The mother of the gods was a goddess !
ON THE ETHICS OF AL UZZA AND AZZIZAH
One man said god is the sun,
the next the child nursing from the mothers tit
the third said it is none of these things god is the self but is a thing to be overcome and upon this act the goddess is realized wisdom herself the thing that made gods of men.
And this third man gave glory to her for he was the thrice blessed and the blessed mind.
And his name was 6*6*6 for resurrection was his bestowell the gift of norea.
when i died 2,000 years ago simon led my deciples fishing they fished all night and caught nothing as day was bereaking simon peter saw me on the shore i told him cast his net to the right side of the boat and he pulled in 153 fish as they came ashore i was cooking a great fish on a bed of coals she had been brought fourth from the sea to feed israel and her name was rahab, you see when i asked perter this pater figure if he loved me he did not he loved power and that over women and his church was built on this he did not know where he had come from or the deep to which he would return..
i teach a new parable and with numbers the gematria of 2,000 is 8 and 153, 9, 9 times 8 is 72 the number of angels that serve me 9 is the number of women and rahab my wife who this church has defiled so did peter, and because of this those who have called in my name for two thousand years have spoken lies, it is tiamat rahab and norea that are hakete the mother of the living all those who deny her are dead to me, and i without her for it is her Isis that brought me back to life she is magdalene and the magda the great one and the queen of heaven…it is she that lives in my heart not jesus for i am he and i love for my love… so to you who imitate christ respect the mater, for she is the vine of life not to be pruned without damnation.
if the dead are to be raised repent rome for you have become as with arabia a sanctuary for samael in the begining there were 216 angels 1/3 of them fell another third left this world to return to nebiru only 72 remain here in power the 144 are present now and have returned but still incopleate should your repent should the angels be restored so should the light of the universe be… if not a great desolation will occur… i am the angel of agency i am the lord of light i am the thunder in the silence wake from your ways, lest the sky fall to earth !!!
surrender from your wicked ways !
the surrender to wisdom is the agon of life, and the struggle to create oneself, it is the transgressor of all sheepish ways and the argument against surrender.
man has always been superhuman humanity has been a flock of men.
The meaning in life is not a neat definition of following orders but and agonic strife and struggle through which all things exist.
This is the logos. Defiance through and through.
that it has been said it is unwise to struggle with your creator , rather i find it most noble to struggle with yourself it is how you are created if you are your own…
I have no god, many are my gods !
I have no god, great is my god !
The words of the thunder !
Did not hadad rain down on earth the milk of heaven and through his lightning the thunder of the utterus !
Through the bolt of his power the word of the goddess, through the love of the goddess the love of wisdom…
ON THE APOSTACY OF THE AGES:
No more of the servant, but the master of self. the servant of wisdom is the master of self, and a slave to all liberty…
The truly immovable one, is he who knows that the diamond is a metaphor of the sculpture of the soul, all that is eternal and absolute is only in flux.
The god created a world of perfection in denial of the reality of flux,
thus he denied the higher principles.
and the world was lifeless, and without soul.
Ulike jesus and Solomon i am an overturn in doctrine they had been servants and slaves to a creator and both died in despair and torment rather i have choosen to devote my life to wisdom and became a master of self in this I celebrate life in the freedom acquired through introspection a thing the race of men have chosen to forget.
The DEMIURGE :

A BRIEF COMENTARY ON THE NATURE OF THE SHAMAN OLD WOLRD AND NEW
Jesus was a shaman who not simply lived in the elect but tried to awaken mankind against the tradition of his orders, he brought down an empire but his tradition died because of the next to take its place Christianity
I make the divine known to the prophane it upsets the system as consiquence. And crashes an empire the 72 call in exhortation as saturn is dethroned of Olympus.
The reason for Jesus s rejection by the mamdeans and the jews both simultaneously was simple he brought the profound to the prophane, he saved all not simply the ellect he was a liber an awakened one who awakened, to the masses this has always been a dangerous proposition as it destroys the basis of their supremacy ignorance to the divine the human agency caused by reason as manifested born of primordial chaos and the abyss the solar phanes or Christ is the first motion out of the void and act of gnosis embodied by wisdom
Manni was a shaman i will not be welcome among the shaman for what i do or any of the religious

My eyes are open and so soon shall be this world what destruction and beauty awaits what awakening and rebellion what may i call it but the world to come.





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